Empty

i wanna write something, anything, yet every time i reach for a pad of paper and a pen, everything flees. Save for the occasional theme prompt I'm doing for Kingdom Hearts, there is nothing, no original, no fandom, that wants to be released from the depths of my mind.

and i hate it.

being unable to write is worse then being unable to finish a story idea that's started, it's not like i want to be like some of the better known authors who have hundreds of reviews, as i normally get good feedback... actually i don't think I've ever been flamed <.< but anyway, i just never finish trains of thought...

then there are some i want to completely overhaul, yet i can't gather the gumption to do so... not only overhaul and rewrite, but add to, yet i dunno how >.< Like Transformers Strike, i want to redo it completely, add more to the beginning, flesh out what i have, make it flow better, rid some loose ties that have no part in the story... yet i don't do nothing.

then there's the million of ideas that swarm my head but i can never pin long enough to do anything with, the moment i reach for paper and pen they run away, but as i prep for bed they run rampant in my mind.

i haven't had a story that just flowed out of me in a very long time, i can't even think of the last one i typed, yet I've a few I've written during the long nights of CQ... that never get put on digits and sit on the paper slowly fading cause i wrote it in pencil.

 On a completely different note, i was replaying The Legend of Zelda Ocarina of Time, and its a great game for all age groups... but the older you are, the more some cases seem... a little mature.

Perfect example, the Great Fairies. Garbed in nothing more then ivy, the camera pans across their bodies quite slowly, and deliberately, and then after they grant you a power or simply restore your health, they said "When battle has made you weary, please come back and see me." normally i wouldn't think nothing of it... but Adult Link... i need to stop...

in short, there seems to be a lot more females then males in OoT that the player interacts with... or am i thinking to much?